After a long departure I've decided I HAVE to resume blogging. Mostly for my own sanity. I am one of those people who can't talk to those I know...so instead I've chosen the 'oh so wise' path of talking to a computer. I'm hoping if I get these dilemmas out of me I will be able to just get by them. Again, I said 'hoping'.
As usual, I am working like crazy and trying to have a life in between. And of course, I have my usual long list of guy dilemmas and stupid situations. *sigh*
Last night was the Brad Paisley concert, but I was not as impressed as I thought I would have been. It was so distant and removed compared to Dierks. Nom and I were busier checking out the sexy security guard than watching Paisley run back and forth on stage. I had a good time, but it wasn't the same as hanging out with Dierks and him actually remembering me during the show. I don't think anything else will really ever compare to that.
We went to the bar after, and of course Hockey Boy was there. Yes, he's still kicking and showing up to the bar every night I'm there it seems. Last night it seemed he wanted to get revenge for Thursday night.
WAIT - I have to start at Thursday night. There was a guy. We'll call him Rigs. I've met him before...but that night we really clicked. We talked for a good couple of hours, he took my phone number and promised to call me when he was off the rigs next time. And of course, he kissed me right when Hockey Boy was standing next to us. He didn't say anything, he just walked away, which is typical of him.
So last night Hockey Boy was there...and he made a point to come and sit at the same table as me and just STARE at me while he was talking to other people. Finally I just looked at him and asked if he wanted a better look, cuz I could stand up if he needed me to. Which of course, started a huge fight of us trying to insult the other as much as we could. At the end of the night, he once again asked if I had a pen so that he could get my phone number, and I refused. But later, I started to feel bad for refusing him....maybe that's why he's so bitter? I phoned his house and gave him both my numbers. And then finished off with 'the ball is in your court. I'm not putting any more effort into this'. And then I hung up.
Again, I always seem to be in a pickle.